hello there again night time. oh how i dread you.
sleepy but the second i lay down, i am WIDE awake.
thinking about YOU, hoping you were able to have a hot meal, were able to sleep more than an hour and most of all IF you are safe.
...AND i think about you each night and always it ends with tears. tears of sadness that you are NOT here, tears of fear of where you are, happy tears that i am so proud you chose me to be your wife and tears of loneliness that you are NOT there PERIOD.
each night as i lay there i say, "good night baby, i love and miss you."